Yes that was my Facebook update this morning – “Sick and tired of being sick and tired”.
I honestly do not know what is happening to me, I accept that I’m quite sick at the moment and my body is still exhausted from the intense training of the past 5 months but goodness gracious me this is just too much.
To brush my teeth feels like a mammoth task, to get ready for work is an insurmountable mountain that I just can not climb. The mere idea to actually go and cook a meal for dinner is incomprehensible. It can’t go on like this.
How bad is it? I park my 4 year old in front of the TV on the bed at 8 last night and told her that she can watch another 2 programs and that she must wake me then so we can switch of the lights and sleep. The saddest part is that she actually listened and did exactly what I told her. All that just for another 30 minutes of sleep.
I know I should snap out of it and I should get my act together but how when my body is just not listening to me.
Hopefully next week’s break to Sodwana will help a bit – warmth, sunshine and not having to get up and come to work everyday.
Grrrrrr this is awful. Maybe I should just get those running shoes back on my feet and go out for a run – I’m sure that will help to get rid of all this crap.